STRUGGLE

Life of a women is a struggle,
which has big huddles.

She struggles with the society to come to earth,

She struggles with the society to find her identity,


She struggles with herself to prove her herself.




Life of a women is a struggle,

which has big huddles.


Though she is perfect still
she is considered incomplete without a man.

She struggles with her inlaws for being good daughther in law.


She looks at house,


brings up the children,


Takes care of her husband.


Still she struggles to gain her respect in her own house.

Life of a women is a struggle,

which has big huddles

Struggle doesnt ends here.

She is 52 still struggling to prove herself

She is a women...she is complete still

Life of a women is a struggle,

which has big huddles.

MY LOVE

Where did you come from,


You took my heart and soul


And conquered all my world.

The way you care for me,


The time you spare for me,


None in my life had come and 


shared so much of fun.

Baby i care for you,


Baby do you know,


Cant live withot you,


My heart says so.

UNKNOWN MISTAKE

May the sun or stars go against us but we will never be parted.........


These were the line which Ravi and Kirti used to say. They were the best of best pals.People used to give examples of there friendship.


Kirti was studying in 8th standard and Ravi in 10 th standad.Ravi was the school leader and a very bright student where as Kirti an average.There was another guy named Sunil who loved Kirti and was jealous of Ravi as Kirti didnt give importance to anyone apart from Ravi.For Kirti and Ravi they were the complete world.They never required anyone in their life.


Meanwile as time passed they completed there schooling and had choosen there profession.Ravi had planned to go to UK to persue Engineering and Kirti to Australia for her further studies.


It was 12 th dec,2006,2 AM:Kirti was getting ready to leave for the Airport. She called Ravi and said i wanted to meet you and started weeping.


Ravi droped the receiver and without waiting for a second took out his Black Pulsar and hailed towards Kirti"s house.It was a no moon day and there was no light in the sky and to add to it the electricity of the lane had gone.


Ravi reached Kirti's house which was in the next lane and knocked the door.A voice answered from inside saying "Door is open" which took no time for Ravi to realise was of Kirti.Ravi slowly walked in the dark calling her.He couldnt find her anywhere in the room.

Suddenly he saw light comming from the terrace and he followed the path.He was in the terrace,looking here and there searching for Kirti.

At a distance it seemed to Ravi that a lady is standing with a candle.Her hairs were opened. The light of the candle looked like a moon in a no moon da




Ravi followed the women as if she had enchanted some speels on him and made him slave.When Ravi reached the other end of the terrace he was amazed seeing it beautifully decorated with flowers and candles.He was so indulged in the beauty that he forgot about the lady.






There was exotic fragnance in the breeze. The fragnance was so attractive that made Ravi so curious that he followed the smell til he reached the source.At the corner of the terrace was the lady standing facing towards the sky. Ravi called Kirti...Kirti .....but there was no reply. So he went near the lady and touched her shoulder's ..at this the lady turned and hugged him tight.Ravi didnt know what was happening.He tried hard to speak but he couldnt  as his lips were locked against the lady's.For the next 15 minutes Ravi didnt have any idea of what was haappening.

When he opened his eyes he found himsely lying on the bed. The room was floaded with light and was happy to see Kirti standing beside him. Before he could say her anything he heard a weeping sound and was surprised seeing Disha(there friend)crying.




Kirti went near Disha holded her hand and took her to another room.Ravi followed them but she closed the door. He stood there, he was freezed.

After half an hour Kirti opened the door, came near Ravi and slapped him and said, "How could you?...How could you do this Ravi?....How could you ruin my friend's life?" Ravi could hardly believe his ears to what Kirti said. He wanted to say so many things but he felt that god had taken his vocal power...he was dumb.It seemed to him like that big tree which has gone through cyclone and all the leaves have shreaded and the tree has lost every thing.


Kirti broke the silence of the environment and said..."I dont want to see your face again and went inside the room and locked it....................




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SYNOMYNS OF LIFE

life is a struggle face it,
Life is a drama act in it,
Life is a movie watch it,
Life is a game play it,
Life is a roller coaster ride in it,

Life is a space explore it,
Life is a music listen to it,
Life is a war fight it,
Life is a river..dont get drawn in it...
learn to swim so that you can reach the bank
Still life is a oasis so enjoy it.

LOVE

Love....Love...Love 
What is Love?They say love is life.I say life is love.

They say love happens only onceI say love happens every time if you love that person.

They say love is like ever blomming rose.


I say love is like that rose with thorns


They say love is understanding


I say understanding is not love




They say love is a feeling

I say love is a expression.

They say love is like hand full of sand.


I say love is like that hand full of sand,the more we try to hold it in the grip it loosens.




They say love is happinessI say love has pains and sorrows.
But still love is love which gives pains,sorrows and happiness.However love is not love unless you give it away.
So if you are in love let your beloved know about it.....

DEATH BED

Dont misunderstand me,

I will die

Dont come near my death bed,

Then death wont take me away.

Dont cry in front of my coffin,

My hands will then wipe your tear's

Oh!dear thats the love I have for you

I believe you will understand it one day

And that day heaven will send me back to you.

A QUESTION UNANSWERED

It was a moonlit night.I was sitting beside the window and was thinking about him-the days that we have spent together..The relationship which we shared...How could he...How could he forget it?I questioned myself several times.

Was it Love?Did he ever love me? Dint he feel the same thing as I felt?These questions were running over my mind.Though I was alone in my room but these questions seemed to surround me.I felt as someone is pricking me.
At this point i had forgottten who I was..I had lost my identity.I was never like that.I was a firm and determined girl and my parents' pet.But what has happened to me today.......?
I questioned myself several times?How could someone bring such a huge change in me?I felt like a puppet in his hands..

My friends,colleagues and everyone had observed these changes in me and have questioned me several times.."You were not like this"..what happened?and i dint have an answer

Today at this point of time i feel alone..all alone.No one is there with me.Anyways what can we expect from others when your dear one doesnt understand you.
Was I wrong in asking him to devot some time for me....I didnt feel so.He said he loved me lot.But can a girl lead all her life being a lover?Is this accepted in our society?Though we all say we are "GENX" but society comes to picture all the time.Would society accept me keeping this relation...?

I was deeply sunk in the thoughts when my phone rang.I brought myself back from the dream world to the real world,got up to receive the call.

It was my dad and he said he had a good news for me.Though at that point I was not in a mood to be happy but i pretended to be as happy and excited as possible.He told that they had selected a match for me..he was a software enginner and he stays in Hydrabad.

At that i was shocked.I didnt have words to say him.He sounded very happy as if he was in seventh heaven and it would be too unfair on my part to say him anything now.

I was mum and when he finally realised my silence he asked me what was the matter?Do I have someone in my life?Was i not happy with this proposal?The more he questioned the more I could feel his weak voice.It seened to me as if a toy has been snatched from a baby and who is too small to cry to its heart's content. I tried to act mature and i gatherd my full strength, laughed and said it was nothing like that.I am very very happy.At this he was very happy.At one point i
felt as if I was talking to the happiest person in this earth.He told me that the guys's family would come to meet me next week.

I didnt know what was happening all this while.I felt a storm was blowing and has destroyed everything. I was frozen like a rock.Then i realised i was becoming selfish.For my own happiness which has no destiny, i was gambling with my family's emotion and happiness.And i am not selfish.How could I forget the pains my parents took in bring me to this position.How could I forget their selfless sacrifices?

I dont know what will happen to me next week.May be that guy will choose me as his bride and I will get married to him.

But for the last time I would like to ask him one question"DID YOU EVER LOVE ME?"